I dunno why but i dunno whether i should be pissed/disappointed or regret.
Having the feeling of being cheated 3 times a day is not a good feeling.
Seems like my care and concern worths nothing.
I wonder why i even bother to call.
Since you said i won`t understand.
If only i did not make the phone call.
Sometimes it is better to be ignorant/oblivious.
Ok i am going to calm myself down bye~

I totally have no mood now.
Even though i have many things to blog about in the last few days.
I am feeling the worst of all the feelings i ever have.
That is...
Being cheated.
I.experience.it.once.again.
I wonder why do i have to be so honest and that people have to lie me time and again.
I do not deny i do tell lies - white lies.
At least they don`t hurt.
I need some time alone.
Bye.