in need

Found myself slacking throughout the holidays.
I should get cracking and start studying!!!
Arghh maybe the computer is too tempting,i just cant abandon it,not even for a day =x.
But,it doesn`t mean im playing games,i learned lots of things over the last few days,that you can make wonders from the computer.
Well,im still more interested in improving my video editing skills and improve my sense of creativity =D.
Maybe i will come out with a video on "the hei family" hahas.
Although i promised to,but im still unable to produce because of lack of pictures,maybe should start videoing and taking sneak shots on the family soon.Hahas =D
Found out im much cheerful and positive lately,however still grouchy in the morning,because of
...some particular reason...
Nevermind,i learnt to open one eye and close one eye from ger so that i dont get too pissed,i will be wasting my energy.
The holidays really is great!It makes me happy maybe because i only get to see my dear com that makes me the most happiest person on earth!
LOL today we were talking about trans,homo,bi,gay les etc.If one loves the com ._.",will it be weird?will i be a weirdo?
OMG or become like an alien to others?=O.
I also wonder what i will be called then LOL.
My com is just like my family and friends,it is just as important.
Sometimes i feel a little strange,i treat non living objects and animals as more important than my family,maybe because my mum always nag and my brother is always irritating and unbearable,but now,they are much alright =D.
That was all in the past,now i treat family,friends,non living objects that belongs to me,feline friends(memories from the past,haix i just miss those days) and those that are important to me are just as important.

i suddenly think of this phrase yesterday

The sparkling summer light,leading me to the future with hope.
~Ayasuki Hikaru Natsu~

Cant remember much but its something like that.Maybe i should come up with more,maybe it will even create a storyline.Hahas =D.