in need

omg i was like sooooo happy when i see this!!!!A glimpse of hope that misty will be back in pokemon diamond and pearl and heard ppl say she might come back and confess to ash =O looks like all ash and misty fans is waiting for that day.But she look so so chio in this outfit and she let her hair down omg!!!ONE WORD BEAUTIFUL!!!

Recently happen quite a lot of things,water babies,audition and our recent "hei" she hui family hahas...actually i dun wan to post de but see my blog rotting sooooo to keep it alive i POST ba!I found another reason to not treat a person so gd,trust a person too much and people who take things for granted etc as people are arghh!!!And i wrote abt this during reflection period.I dunno why i feel this way but it is what i found out...not that i dislike a person or something but now i feel that i might keep a distance to people as they might not appear as what they are and so called "fake" i really hate people who dont mean what they say and people who take things for granted!!! xD.Ok i shall not talk about negative stuffs,well now im letting my water babies grow and they are sleeping soundly in the water bottle hahas...and today after school went to take photos for art with sheryl and germaine,we talked a little on our childhood and they each bought a pouch and the bubble tea person!!!lol dun wan say abt her xD.I think that she is "slow","chi dun" in chinese and "blur" so called "gong" in chinese.Usually ppl think that i am like that but now i think she worse than me!!!LOL.And then when we went to take photos that time saw kenneth and gang then i got called "gong" again cause i was opening the sweet wrapper for germaine and then after that i say "huh when they here?"lol nvm im slow xD.I think kenneth give me a very weird look maybe because i was dressed like i was very cold?To germaine and sheryl it is weird,but is raining what!Wear long sleves and jeans got wrong meh?xD.Then after that we went and take photos of art and ourselves.I will post them tomorrow because the photos are with sheryl and my phone dunno why cannot connect to the com so the pic of the water babies i cannot post arghh nooooo!!!

i cant go in audition!!!why!!!Arghh!!!nooooooo and germaine was going to play with me =( but now all my hope is lost.i will nv get anyone to play with me =( and im going to be alone again =(

hahas...yesterday went to my pri school.Saw my two bestfriends from pri school...seems like that teachers dun reconize me...but mr tan still remembers my name!lol...he seem shocked to see me...actually i also dun remember untill i see them...because i have a bad memory...anyway is it good?i dun quite remember what i do or what am i like during my pri school or kindergarden or nursery days and i dun quite remember the happy or sad memories i had...there is nth for me to comemorate...im scared...will i forget the memories i have in secondary school?will i forget how we always tease sheryl?will i forget the gd friends i have in my secondary school?will i?will i always feel empty all my life?will i?