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Li ling2 March 1992 17 fire3220@hotmail.com Usually peaceful but become a totally different person when offended Controlling(cant help being the head of the hei family muahaha!!!) I like to go crazy over pretty boys and like only pretty boys(LOL WHEN HAVE I BECOME SO SHALLOW!!!) My wants. MORE MONEY!!! MORE TOYS!!! MORE CHOCOLATES!!! I WANT A PET HAMSTER =( I WANT EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE EVER WANTED I WANT HAPPINESS!!!(Cant help being emo lol!But it isnt within my nature,its the environment.) Beloved and Dislikes. Him My wife maisarah Hei family Friends Family Changmin <3 Ming dao <3 Wang zi <3 And many more... Dislikes Backstabbers Betrayers Fakers Two headed snakes People who take advantage of others Bugs such as cockroaches,spiders,maggots, housefly,mosquito etc Pests? Footprints Tagboard
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Date: Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Title: Reminisce Its going to be teacher`s day soon!!! And hei family is going to visit NORTH VISTA SECONDARY again!!! I remember the first day and first year i spent there. It was dreadful. It was mainly due to these 3 teachers,Lai lai,Ba yi and bulldog. I guess those in 1e5/2005 will know. AND GUESS WHAT!!! HEI FAMILY MEMBERS ARE ALL FROM THAT CLASS!!! OK IM LAME BECAUSE THATS OBVIOUS. I remember my second year in north vista. Spent most of my time in cca. During drama i watched people act,we played games,chased people around(i remember vivian and i used to chase jie). My third year in north vista. Nothing much happened. I only remember that day when i liked this camp instructer. I was ranting about him wherever i go. Till my friends are fed up =x. But he was quite popular with the girls in our school too!!! Last year in north vista. Ok this was supposed to be a busy year and boring year but something came and changed me. He appeared. Well it was supposed to be a good chance for me but i guess i did not make use of it well. I remember i saw him walk past in school quite a few times since i was in secondary one. By the time i am in secondary 4,he graduated. Aww sad. Coincidentally,he was an art student and he was close to my art teacher. One day when my art teacher had something on and he called him to guide us on our coursework. At that time,i was like omg its such a good opportunity. He was like an idol to me. My art teacher was always praising him and telling us about his artwork. The first day he came he was nice and helpful. But as time goes by,he kind of changed our impression of him. Omg why does this sound like a confession. I remember how ger used to tease me about this. I was silly to thinking of staying back during art lessons just hoping to see him. Yet i did not have the courage to talk to him. I remember there was a time he was looking at my drawings and i replied quite a harsh "what" response. He stopped looking and i regretted what i did. I was nervous because i liked him. I do not understand myself why i have to act as if nothing happened to the person i like. Why cant i just try to get close to him instead of being nervous and tried to act cool when around him. But to have the courage to write this shows that i have moved on. I wish him all the best in achieving his dreams and goals. Maybe by coincidence to see him in school again,i hope i have the courage to flash him a smile and say hello. This memories will always be kept within me. I reminisce the times when we used to tease sheryl about kiwi. I reminisce the times we used to eat macdonalds breakfast together. I reminisce the times we used to chat during maths lesson. I reminisce the times marcus was so irritating that i have to throw his book till it accidentally appear infront of our geography teacher. I reminisce the times i spent in drama with vivian,sheryl and weiying. I reminisce the times ger and mengyun sang in class. I reminisce the times we used to eat in class. I reminisce the times we used to swear at the teachers we dislike. There are still many memories,too many that i do not think i can finish stating all of time. But they will always be kept in my heart. These memories where there was happiness and laughter that north vista had given me. VIVA LA VISTA!!! Date: Saturday, June 27, 2009
Title: Why do i feel this way??? Today went to vivo city with Maisarah and Khairunnisa. Seemed like this was the first time i went shopping with my classmates =D. We went to walk around and i saw a windmil that was very special. Maisarah and Khairunnisa saw it too. Felt like buying it but i know that my Mum would not like it due to some superstitious stuff so i decided not to buy hahas. Once again i went crazy over the cute toys at "Xin Tian Di". I was so happy when i went into the shop and saw the tv playing DBSK VIDEOS!!! I did not notice it at first but when i saw Jaejoong i immediately went crazy because i know that soon i am going to see Changmin`s face on the video as well =D. I felt that it was such a coincidence. I never saw or heard about DBSK untill Weiming showed me the mirotic video on youtube. Once i know about DBSK,and today seemed to be the first time i went shopping after i knew about DBSK existence and i saw their video in the shop!!! Maybe they might come to singapore for a concert soon(I HOPE SO!!!). When i was in the shop,i could not help but kept staring at the screen. And it seemed like those people working in the shop spotted me!!! They were like giving me strange glances and made me feel so pai seh =.=. After that we went to Long John. I watched khairunnisa eat and she was so cute when she eats. I like watching people eat =x. Ok i know i sound sick to like watching people eat. Thats what my friends used to say =x. I hope khairunnisa wont feel awkward XD. It was nice of her to offer us her fries. Thanks khairunnisa! After eating we went to Candy Empire. I used to buy a lot of things there. Cannot resists the chocolates there but i know the economy is bad and everything so i stopped myself from buying all the stuffs that i wanted to buy. After Khairunnisa and Maisarah went home,i continued to roam around vivo city. My friend could not make it to accompany me so i shopped alone. As i walked,i thought about him again. I do not know why,maybe its been such a long time since i last saw him. I thought all the schoolwork and new environment had made me forget about him. Why is it that whenever i am alone,i think of him among everyone else? I guess absence really make the heart grows fonder. I watched a movie starring DBSK yesterday and there was this part about Yunho. His company made him go for a vacation. There was this fangirl who wrote a letter to Yunho saying that she is dying and if her letters stopped coming,it means that she is dead. There was this day when her letters stopped coming and Yunho thought that she was dead and went to pay his respects to her. When yunho reached the destination,she was still alive though but she actually had an illness and she lied to Yunho so that she can at least see him once before she died. They spent some days together and there was this day before she died she says "when i die,i want to become a star that shines on the person i love" and "being able to see Yunho,i could die happy now". The next day was the day she died. I thought about what that girl had said and felt the same way. If only i could also spend one day with him,just one day. On the way to "xin tian di" again,i was deep in thought until this guy beside me said some weird stuffs. He was talking to his friends and suddenly turned to me and showed me a handsign. He asked me if i knew what it was(I was already shocked by the way he talked to his friends and i tried to keep a low profile so that he would not notice me but ARGHH!!!) and i shooked my head. I couldnt catch what he said and when i reflect on what the handsign looked like,it looked like some kind of vulgar language from a foreign country =.=. I just couldnt resists seeing DBSK and the cute stuffed toys that is why i head to "xin tian di" over and over again XD. Was looking for their album but couldnt find it,wonder why the shop played DBSK on tv when they were not advertising their product. Wanted to buy the stuffed toys too but i stopped myself XD. They were hard to resist. I was staring at the screen again when i saw that GUY again!!! He went the other direction just now and i wondered when he came into the shop. He smiled at me so being polite i smiled back to him. Maybe unknowingly vivian is spreading her attracting "weirdos" energy to me that is why i met this weirdo today. Vivian please spread your energy to marcus instead LOL. Im sure he loves weirdos =D. I quickly leave the shop after i saw that guy. Went to the arcade and see nothing interesting except the catching machine but i stopped myself from playing as it is a waste of money. Went to the pet shop and the cute hamsters never failed to cheer me up. I wanted one since i was like p3 as many of my friends had them. However,my mum always refused to let me buy them. Although now she is more open minded in letting me keep them as im older. But now i am afraid to keep them due to the maggot phobia. I am afraid that it would attract maggots into my room. Imagine them crawling around just make me feel disgusted. I have to make a choice XD. But having a pet will make me feel very happy and keeps me occupied. I love animals a lot. If i have one at least i have something to keep me company everyday,something to talk to and something to listen to my sorrows. I know it is impossible between us. But i could not get myself to forget you. Tell me what i should do. I am confused. Tired. And lonely. Date: Sunday, June 14, 2009
Title: Look at the time it`s so late >.< !!! Must be thinking why i am awake at such a late time right? Maybe its because my holidays are going to end T.T. While my friends are just starting,why must rp be so cruel!!! Played npc with carrotgal just now,won a lot of dens ^_^. And she is still playing at such a time. FURTHERMORE,I STILL CANNOT ACCEPT THE FACT THAT LAOER MAKE ME HIS WAITER IN RESTAURANT CITY!!! HOW COULD YOU!!! I DEMAND YOU TO SACK ME RIGHT AWAY!!! ARGHH AND U STILL CHOOSE AN AH MA CHARACTER FOR ME!!! LOL and i am still listening to 5566 songs at such a time XD. *Yawns* i think i should go to sleep soon. Although i am tired but i cant get to sleep. I will just end up rolling in bed and thinking of many things,my future,my life and that person XD. I wish i could let go. But somehow i am still lingering on the memories XD. It is impossible as our distances are just too far apart. There are two choices i have to make. One is the courage to go forward. Another is wait for the chance a.k.a the coincedence that i will meet him again. HAIX it is like waiting for money to fall from the sky!!! AND I DUN HAVE ENOUGH COURAGE!!! But things are better now as i am psychoing myself to get over him. I would like to also thank my friends for their support,i am just not brave enough and chooses to escape from the fact that i like him and want to know more about him =x. I am going to keep my heart locked up from now. You will be left as an important memory. I guess you will be something i will never be able to get hold of. Feels like i have no courage left within me. Seems like there is a part of me that fears rejection. I do not want you to avoid me or find me annoying. Till the day i regain my courage,which will make me stronger. And that is when i will bravely face you,along with these feelings kept deep within my heart. Wish that i am the hands molding you. I am there to know what happens around you. Watching over you. I really hope that one day you will notice my existence XD. Date: Friday, June 12, 2009
Title: Moving on~ Hey hey~ It`s been a really very long time since i blog. Met the hei family yesterday(11/6/09),a memorable day and it is also the day of the truth. Well,i was reluctant to tell at first but i think i should be honest to myself and of course all the dearest hei family members. My darkest secrets are out T.T,guess i have no more secrets to keep anymore. Actually i find it quite painful to keep things in your heart and lying to myself or others. So li ling is going to be an honest girl and i did it! I hope these are the only people who know this secret and help me protect it ya~(cause i dun want anyone else to know liao >.<). Went to eat sakae sushi,we ended up chatting more than eating. It had really been a long time since we chatted. Today went to play badminton with Marcus,Wenhui,Gabriel and Wei ying. So sad that Germaine did not come T.T. Marcus keep bullying his poor ah gong!!! How could you!!! I make sure one day i am going to smash the ball hard on your face!!!=x Since it looked like its going to rain and there are some droplets of rain falling down,we went to play heart attack under Wenhui`s void deck. And thanks Wenhui for the soya bean milk!!! Dunno why Gabriel kept winning,and both marcus and gabriel hand were the most red =D. Marcus is like a violent person who doesnt show any mercy when he won,our poor hands got tortured T.T. While Wenhui is so enthusiatic when playing the game,when i am so stressed out trying to win and get a chance so that i can get revenge on the violent marcus!!!. But i keep ending up hitting the table!!! ARGHH!!! After that we played uno and went home. So sad that neither Gabriel or Marcus gets to forfeit. Well there is always a next time >=). Oh Marcus is having his DB swimming test soon,any hei family member interested in seeing him drown or swim like a ducky can inform gabriel. He is going to be TP`s tourguide!Hahas! Ok i guess that`s it for today. Dunno when i will ever blog again. Till then XD.  Us!!!Not the full picture of hei family though.  Sport`s day 2008! +(1).jpg) Ok nerdy me doing nerdy pose XD.  Graduation High Tea  The girls =D. Date: Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Title: Will i be able to let go of you? So many things happened this few weeks XD. Yesterday went to the omega talk thingy and guess what!!! We capture a picture of andy sleeping!!! How can he not pay attention to the speaker! Well we(vivian and me) took out our phone and managed to capture a shot. Or maybe more than one shot. I guess this teaches him not to fall asleep during lectures. Actually both vivian and me wasnt really listening to the talk once andy found out his picture was snap!!! And he grab our phone and threatened us!!! So bad right!!! Actually we also took his phone, cause he dunno take how many of our uglam pictures without us knowing!!! Damm it!!! I tried to delete it but i cant!!! ARGHH!!! But later i still returned his phone but i didnt know he took my memory card away without me knowing untill vivian tell me. How could u do that andy!!! Now u even lost it!!! Nvm even though u took my memory card,the images are still in my phone,i only lost all my songs T.T. Hope u can return me a memory card asap,cause i really need it or i am really going to chop you into pieces!!! Ok now i talk about today. Was a little blur about the maths module. Or maybe very very blur. Felt sorry for the team as i did not contribute much. Sorry team! After school went to compasspoint. Vivian wanted to buy her godma`s mother`s day present while i buy my top. Then she shun bian meet tallie also. Chatted with him,although i didnt talk much. So paiseh to let him treat us,next time must treat him back! Found out that he is quite a nice guy. Looks like somebody`s taste not bad =x. Maybe one day should go china travel cause tallie say untill so fun XD. Eh vivian now u know kbox actually quite fun de. Cant wait to hear u sing lalala~ XD. Then after that home sweet home~ I know you its easy for you to close up. But now here`s ur chance. Although it comes at the wrong time XD. I didnt expect that u will feel sad for him when he is sad. I thought u will be happy about what you have heard XD. Maybe i should give up too. Maybe he will be unhappy to know that i like him. I wouldnt want him to feel that way too. I wouldnt want him to be unhappy XD. Date: Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Title: New life Wow it seems like a long time since i blog. But i blog for a reason this time. My life in rp was great,my classmates were nice and friendly people,rp has a nice environment,nice food etc. Since everything seem to be so nice,i keep wondering to myself,why am i not happy? It is like everytime before i go to bed i keep thinking,whether spending time in rp would be a waste and whether i will be a failure once again. I know i do not want to be a failure EVER AGAIN! Going to rp really make me feel like a BIG FAT FAILURE!!! In class,i may be happily chatting with my classmates but i know deep down rp is not the place i want to be,whether how nice environment is,or how nice and friendly my classmates are or how delicious the food may be. I never knew i could feel this way,although i am quite sad but i am enduring it. Maybe because of that little "hope" i still have in it. Another reason i am sad of coming here is because of "that person". Before i ever get a chance to tell "that person",i feel that i am drifting further and further away. I do not know why it could make me feel so sad,but haix XD I hope no one asks me who "that person" is,and for those who know,you know hahas. And please dun let the cat out of the bag hahas. I have trust and faith in the people who know hahas! I miss north vista because of hei family. When can i ever see you guys again!!!T.T And ger i wonder how your life is now,its been a long time since i called you. Hope you have time to spare for chatting =x. I am starting to miss the past now that everything is so new and unfamiliar. I really miss you guys even though the life in rp is great T.T. PLEASE SPARE SOME TIME TO MEET UP!!!LOLS XD Hei Family Truly, Leona aka Vin hei the rich =x Date: Thursday, April 02, 2009
Title: Quiz time! I have been tagged by vivian to do this quiz =D. 01. List 5 people whom you want to do this quiz. Since vivian name marcus and ger so i choose other people =x 1:Lingyu 2:Yongling 3:Sheryl 4:Weiying 5:Wenhui 02. Your name. Leona =x 03. Your Age 17 04. Attached/Single? Single and loving it =D 05. Five of your closest friend Germaine Vivian Sheryl Lingyu Yongling And there is many more!!!I havnt include family members!!! 06. Your 2 favourite colours Red and Pink 07. Story book/Comic? Matantei Loki Ragnarok/Naruto(cause of sasuke)/Vampire knight(cause of zero)/ 08. Do you hav a crush? Um Um Um...dunno hahas. 09. Have an unknown person asked you for your number before? Ya. 10. If yes, did you give your number to the person who asked? Depends like vivian say "only give decent people your number" hahas. 11. Name 2 girl friend that you are close to Germaine and Vivian. 12. Name 2 guy friend that you are close to Marcus and Gabriel(The two illegimate family members =x). 13. Do you play online game? Ya. 14. Do you play Maplestory? Yup a noob.Highest lvl only 39 XD. 15. Do you play Audition? YES!!!Because got fruity five to crap with me there hahas. 16. Favourite numbers? Favourite alphabets? 3 and 8.A lot sia but favourite is H and L. 17. Hotmail url? dog_lee101@hotmail.com ------> ADD THIS LOL. 18. Would you rather go out with your stead or your friend? Tough question.Both are equally important XD. 19. Do you trust your stead? If he/she is worthy of my trust =x. 20. Money or friends? LOL i like vivian`s explanation =x. From some examples,actually sometimes money can buy friends =x. 21. Stead or friends? Both are important!!! 22. Anime or drama? Anime 23. Best girl-friend Lingyu/Yongling. 24. Best guy-friend Erm i cant think of anyone.Close guy friends arent always the best =x. ~Quiz End~ I'm going to join carrotgal in audi now... Tata~ =D |