in need

Dun come near me i might bite hahas!
I must be seriously bored to be feeling this way.
Stuffing myself at home the whole day is just unbearable.
Anyway i should not feel sad/angry cause chinese new year is coming.
But anyway its going to be boring anyway untill vivian and grace comes to singapore.
Feeling sad cause need to wait till feb then can go kbox and take neoprints.
Haix i shall not dwell on it.
I am going to remember to smile and "greet the elders".
EWW i hate doing that to some of them,i rather dun take the ang baos and dun go bai nian.
I shall not be happy just cause i have free money.
I am going to be independant,its time for me to learn how to provide for myself and i will do just that!
I do not want to rely on anybody except myself even if there is a steady back for me to lean on.
I feel more comfortable and happy by earning things through my own hardwork.
Its time for me to grow and plan for my future.
At least now i have a clear mindset of what i want to pursue.
"Its time for me to turn a deaf ear and follow the path my heart leads."
"Stand my ground and walk alone towards the future ahead of me."