in need

Been spending a lot of money lately.

Its time for me to save up for a laptop when i go to poly i will need it.

Haix if i was lucky i would have won it on the lucky draw during the 2009 countdown party.

Then i can use my salary for other uses.

Every year lose to an auntie,last year won tv this year win laptop.

Well at least i won a thumbdrive.
Sigh.

Going to work harder to earn the money!

Well i hope in the coming year i will be less complacecent and more hardworking.

Also i hope my brain and i grows more mature,i am just too silly and naive.

I hope to think normally,instead of having a very twisted and strange mind.

Sometimes i dun even understand why i think out of the ordinary.

Well afterall i dun think society doesnt accept abnormal thinking people.

I think i will just go with the flow and come back to reality.

Aliens and fairies do not exist in your world liling!

Also i hope not to be such a spentthift.

AND LASTLY STOP THINKING THE WORLD HAD BEEN UNFAIR TO YOU FOR MANY REASONS AND THAT YOU ARE DAMM UNLUCKY!!!

Although i feel that some part of the world have been unfair to me.

ARGHH i am not going to think about it,makes me feel pathetic and upset.

And lastly,dun let ur opportunity slip away from your hands ever again.

This is your last chance.

Treasure it.

The world is realistic one wrong move and there is no u turn back.

So treasure whatever you have

And stay optimistic and cheerful.

Somehow that is what makes one shine.

Oh and i also hope i dun get married before 25 and hope what they say is not true!

HAHAHA!

Without you guys around who will joke,laugh,play,talk,crap,shout,scream with me =(.

Once again loneliness engulf me.