I guess it should also be fun XD.
It`s been a long time that even strangers can make me laugh and smile truely from my heart,but i am still reluctant and maybe controlling myself from doing so XD.
Nevertheless,not only did i laugh,i CRIED.
I just cannot control myself from crying when i see others cry,my tears are quite cheap i guess,it flows out so easily.
But i am glad only a few tears came out and not flowing out like the water in a river.
In my opinion,i agree that tears are cheap,especially when you don`t intend to feel regretful about certain stuffs and you cry.
So i will refrain from crying and keep those tears within my heart.
I still feel embarassed/uneasy from letting people know/see im crying,especially people like my parents,siblings and people i do not know(commonly known as strangers by me,i did not use that word because it sounds kind of bad XD).
But i guess i can show my emotions to my friends willingly,because they did the same to me(those trustworthy ones).
Ger must be starting to be motivated,i didnt see her online the whole day or maybe she has choir XD.
I wanted to have a chat with her,oh well nevermind hahas.
I would also like to thank the trainers for their efforts.
Huimin the pretty and sexy one.
David the cute one.
Amin the mixed blooded one.(ok handsome in the opinions of many).
Sounds like the three macascres(i dunno how to spell).
And i will always remember Ominahs,ni na a ni na and Oooooo.
Last but not least i want to thank my wonderful parents for giving me all the best things in life.
I was touched when my mum say she was touched by my letter,her reaction was different from other parents,i feel that it is because she trusts and understand that i mean it =).
Afterall,to me nothing is more important than my family although my brother`s attitude suck in school ONLY.
I dunno what wrong medicine he eat,he is so obedient at home and sucky in school.
Well that is all i have to say XD.
Smile!