in need

As what is stated in my title..."to someone out there".You want people to tell you what u are wrong right?Well "we" once tried to tell you,but what did the situation end up into?You "crying" and thinking we were being mean and was picking on you.To avoid such embarrasing situations,i rather chose not to say anything.Even if i tell you what i think went wrong in you,you will just deny it and said that im perfectly fine/im not like that,so what`s the point?I know you are "straightfoward" unlike most of my friends but i think it is used mostly in the wrong ways.i rather not state any examples,because it doesnt relate to me but i just heard it somewhere.I never jump into conclusions into anything,i dont like being accused so i dun think it`s nice to accuse people of being like this or that.Unfortunately,i have been in the same class as you this four years,i have observed many things that lead to my conclusion of you as a person.At first,i thought you were a nice and friendly girl,or should i add "simple-minded" in too?But i realised i was wrong,totally wrong.I don`t think you would like to know why,i might ~!@#$%^&*.

Oh and btw,i know i badmouthed people,only if they have something for me to badmouthed about.Usually i don`t bother to do this kind of silly things,it`s just a waste of time.Its always someone calling me up to badmouthed about certain people,so i guess i got this "badmouthing" influence from them.I even learnt that badmouthing is actually a good thing,because people tend to badmouthed,even if they dun even know their badmouthing target,they just like to do it.I might even get badmouthed by people i don`t even know,so why should i lose out?I should also start with this badmouthing "about anybody" trend =D.Thanks for saying im a bad/lousy friend,i would love to be one among such many hypocrites im living with.LOL!