in need

Went to rp for enrollment.
I finally got my own laptop woots!
But i was upset that my audition patch keep guai lan me.
And i got a job yay!
Thanks wenhui for introducing me the job.
There are many things that are seriously troubling me,i wonder why.
Are you avoiding me?
If you are,then what is the reason?
I thought i was supposed to be the one avoiding you.
I do not know why,but by your actions i feel that you are not honest with me.
Maybe im just being paranoid,i tried avoiding you because i feel that you are dishonest but i feel bad doing so.
I hope you will not confuse me anymore like how i used to confuse you =\.